Psyche…
Wednesday, June 27th, 2007There is an interesting psychological dynamic when a person leaves you for no real reason other than ‘I just need time to myself’. It is a difficult thing to swallow, especially when done suddenly.
It leaves you wondering why… and that ‘why’ holds no boundary to the imagination. (as anyone can understand) Mere acceptance is then attempted simply because you care about this person so much you allow them to have whatever reason they think is driving them.
But the inability for the person to explain that driving force to this ‘feeling’ leaves you in a psychological state of highs and lows (with anger, sadness, distrust, annoyance, pity toward the individual… etc) that unquestionably make you know you are alive.
I never thought I would experience such emotions, but the experience is interesting. Personally, I much prefer happiness… always have.